i'm supposed to be doing my econs tutorial
but i dun really have the mood to study
i kinda have no mood to do anything
i dunno why
but i feel really sian
dunno why
but i just feel upset
and i really want a hug
i miss darrel
i miss his hugs
i miss just being in his arms and held by him
i miss his smell
i really really want a hug
i need a hug
i wanna be held
no questions asked
just to be held and feel safe
i live in hall now
i have a roomie
there's ppl everywhere
i'm physically not alone anymore
not like how i'd always be when i was at home cus my family's usually not home
but here
i feel even more alone
i'm bothered
but i dunno wats bothering me
feeling this upsestness
for no apparent reason
god i really wish darrel were here right now
i really really really cld use a hug right now
:(